I have noticed that over the past few weeks my priorities have changed drastically. The things that once were on the very top of my list have fallen to the very bottom or are no longer on the list at all. I am not saying that life is just peachy by any means, but I know that things have changed. Some of the things that really stand out are: 1) my taste in music, it has gone from one end of the spectrum to the other. (Rob Zombie to Casting Crowns) 2) I lived to play holdem poker in tournaments and now I couldn't care less about playing, I have tried and now I am bored to death, it is kinda weird. 3)I have been reading lots of blogs and I have found some very inspirational sites that have scripture and lots of things to think about, I didn't even know what a blog was a month ago. I know that God is working on my life and placing people in the exact spots that they need to be to guide me in the right direction. Some of those people have been here for years and some are new. I can see the awesome miracles of God if I will just open my eyes. One of those happened today. It feels like a battle between good and evil sometimes, and I just have to make the right choices. I have to learn to turn to prayer first and not last and know without a doubt that God is here to protect me if I will let him. I have a lot to learn, but the desire is there and even with baby steps I will get there. A friend told me to make a list of 10 things that I am grateful for tonight, so here goes...
1)My growing relationship with God
7)The fall leaves crunching as I walk in the yard
8)The stars and a beautiful night
9)Lots of music to listen to that is worth listening to
10)The past 5 years and not having to start over