Still Struggling

I have not even wanted to blog till this morning. So very much has happened since my last post. The loss of my mom has left such a huge hole in my life. It has already been 6 weeks but it feels like it was yesterday. I think because it was so sudden and no one was able to say goodbye it has been harder. There are still so many times everyday I think "I have got to tell mom that" and then I remember she is gone.